So this is my first real post on here, bare with me, I’m new to this and I’m not much of a writer.
I guess I’ll start by summarizing my last few weeks.. or months. This may be a really long post 😛
So not too long ago I spent 3 weeks in Hillmorton Psychiatric Hospital. I make no effort to hide the fact that I’ve suffered from pretty severe clinical depression for most of my adult & teenage years, but I’d never really tried to get proper help for it before, I just managed it as best I could on my own. My attempts to finally get some proper professional help ended up with me being hospitalized. Being in hospital was pretty terrifying to start with, it’s quite unsettling being suddenly taken from the lifestyle and environment I was so used to, to being stuck in a small room in an asylum, surrounded by strangers and monitored 24/7, and of course not having my PC anymore, haha. But it turned out to be one of the best things I’ve done for myself, it was eye opening to say the least. The amount of support I received from staff, other patients, friends and family, was amazing. And for a self-proclaimed hermit/loner I learnt just how much of a difference it makes to my mental health to actually have people around me. Turns out being a loner doesn’t actually work all that well for me, hahaha. Anyway while I was in hospital some of my best friends that were visiting decided we should all move in together when I got out, this went much better than expected and we signed a lease contract for a new house while I was still in hospital, and I was discharged from hospital with just enough time to pack up all of my belongings and move into our new house.
So now here we are, I live in a really nice 5-bedroom house in the suburbs with my dearest friends: Aimee, Sarah, Scott, Ra, a cat, a rat, and Sarah’s 5-year-old daughter Ayla. We’ve dubbed ourselves “The Wayward Adventurer’s Guild” and our house; our guild headquarters “The Funny Farm.” It’s great, so much crazy fun and ALL OF THE LOLZ! hehehe.
My own headspace is slowly improving lately, this house is obviously helping quite a bit. Plus I have a hospital assigned case-worker, and a support-worker which both actively help me find new things to try in regards to rehabilitation & recovery.
Anyway, enough about that. What have I been up to lately? hmmmm… Well I’m still on break from study at the moment, but I’m enrolled to take an Entomology (Insect Biology) paper next term, so I’m kinda looking forward to that. Small steps, start with one paper this semester and then slowly work my way back up to full-time. I’ll get that PhD one day!! 😛
Went on a household outing to play miniature golf the other day, first time I’ve really played it… and I didn’t lose!
Ooh ooh and we went to see Suicide Squad the other night too, good movie was good. Highly enjoyed.
Hmmmm.. at a loss of what else to talk about right now. Too much writing… Time for me to go do some gaming for a while 😉
Bye bye for now.